My Contemplations !

Wednesday, March 14, 2007


A story with STOLEN IMPRESSIONS


Finding myself inSIde ME.

What was that? Huh?!?!?
Grrrr…. The story begins….

Actually, I’m searching for something real and something to trust which certainly isn’t just a search away.

There is a say/quote, which goes like…

It is by not always thinking of yourself, if you can manage it, that you might somehow be happy. Until you make room in your life for someone as important to you as yourself, you will always be searching and lost. - The Bridge Across Forever

That’s exactly as I feel now…

You know what? I had it all, just for ME. But I miSSed it/ignored/whomever it was.
May be, it was a wRong Idea !


Its true that we dont know what we've got
until we lose it, but its also
true that we dont know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

Huh!!! As a matter of fact, I grew up in that world and my ideas went that way.
Compelling reason will never convince blinding emotion - Running From Safety.

Not being known doesn't stop the truth from being true.
I could realize this now.

It’s my fault.
If it's never our fault, we can't take responsibility for it. If we can't take responsibility for it,
we’ll always be its victim. - Running From Safety.

But, what made me repent? Why all these deep drowning regrets, after 9 years???
Because, (BAD) experiences of LIFE had taught good/THE BEST lessons for a HAPPY LIFE!!!
I realized the reality of life irrespective of, rest of the world and I became clearer on my basic/ultimate requirements of love life.

Hmm…
It is such a nice feeling when you are being loved wherein I have no words to describe.
The best way to pay for a lovely moment is by enjoying it, rt?
To add to it…
The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen nor touched but are felt
in the heart. – Helen Keller.

you will never know
true happiness until
you have truly loved
and you will
never understand
what pain really is
until you have lost it.

And I can very well understand the same…

We generate our own environment. We get exactly what we deserve. How can we resent a life we've created ourselves? Who's to blame, who's to credit but us? Who can change it, anytime we wish, but us?

That's what learning is, after all; not whether we lose the game, but how we lose and how we've changed because of it and what we take away from it that we never had before, to apply to other games. Losing, in a curious way, is winning. - The Bridge Across Forever

Huh...there is such a thing as perfection...and our purpose for living is to find that perfection and show it forth.... Each of us is in truth an unlimited idea of freedom. Everything that limits us we have to put aside. - Jonathan Livingston Seagull

I wish …

But, what’s next???

Will I post the below Quote???

Accept and move forward
If everything works out the way you planned, that's great.
If things don't work out as planned, that can be great, too, because it opens up new possibilities to you.
Give your best thought, effort and attention to the factors that you can control.
And give your full acceptance to the factors you cannot control.
What's the best response when some unforeseen event beyond your control prevents things from working out as you planned?
Accept the situation, find the very best of the new possibilities that have been created, and move forward with them.
Acceptance of what has happened does not mean that you agree with it or that you resign yourself to live with it.
Acceptance means that you see it for what it is and make positive use of it.
Instead of constantly worrying that something will come along to disrupt your plans,
remind yourself that you can adapt to whatever may happen. Instead being paralyzed by the fear of what you cannot control,
be confident in knowing that even the most difficult situations harbor positive possibilities.
Learn not to fight against what has already happened or to be stopped by what might.
Instead, choose to accept what is and to use it as a springboard for magnificent success.

-Ralph Marston


NO!
It will NEVER, EVER happen.

You are never given a wish without also being given the power to make it come true – Illusions.
I wish i get married to a person who loves me for what i am, how i am or who i am.

I WISH & I BELIEVE!

Tuesday, March 06, 2007


Huh...I'm back after a looooooooooong time!

And i'm back to form as well ...

Indeed, to THE right form...

Every good thing is felt or realised only by experiencing the same.Experiences that i had, after i reached India last August taught me what life exactly is?To be more precise/spiritual(may be not), i realised the existence of (my) life.

Lessons Learnt and Best practices...A well known term for every TCSer...
In general, i felt how important this is for everybody to mark their own life...
Well, i'm here now to do it...

My perception of life is/has become different now...
As a matter of fact, dont know how it happened to me all of a sudden...
May be its all due to successive failures in every aspect... Which i strongly believe that its all for good always.
Alright, now i'm on track(with life at its best)...

Let me think on something good now... (ssssshhhh.....Can you believe...Its all Instant for me to change moods).
Thank you god! I'll have to celebrate this.


Ah! Celebration....


Celebration means......
A winter evening.
Four friends.
One barsaat.
Four glasses of chai.

Celebration means......
Maggi noodles.
A hostel room.
4.25 a.m.

Celebration means......
3 old friends.
3 separate cities.
3 coffee mugs.
1 internet messenger.

Celebration means......
Rain on a hot tin roof.
Pakoras deep-frying.
Friends dropping in.
A party.
Celebration means......
A weekend night.
Favourite TV show.
Good Pedicure & Manicure.
Mom feeding Idly & Molakapodi.
A Glass of buttermilk.

Celebration means......
You and mom.
A summer night.
A bottle of coconut oil.
A head massage.
Gossiping about absent family members.

Celebration means......
Hundred bucks of gas.
A definitely male Pulsar.
An open road.
A chill ride in ECR stretch with my man!

Celebration means......
A sunset evening.
Little snack in our lawn.
Grand children playing.
Me & My Old Man Admiring them
And our beautiful life!

You can spend
Hundreds on birthdays,
Thousands on festivals,
Lakhs on weddings,
but to celebrate all you have to do is
spend your Time with your loved ones.
So spend the rest of your life with your loved ones ........
There is nothing beautiful in this world than being with your loved ones...
Who love and care for who you are, what you are, how you are...
Stay beautiful !!!